Bill Rose

To the world, I looked like a success. I had everything that's supposed to make a man happy. I had a successful restaurant operation. I had money. I had power. I had friends. I owned a piece of the New York Yankees. GQ even did a three page article on me.

But inside I was empty. I was into drugs. I was drinking. I was separated from my wife. My life was out of control. I kept trying to fill up my life with all the wrong things, and the more I tried to fill my life, the more empty I became.

My wife, Vicki never gave up. And after she came to faith, she and my children continually prayed for me, even though I had hurt her with my behavior

She invited me to attend a Christian dinner, and it was there that I heard a story about how God had a plan for my life. The message got through. Even though I had grown up Jewish, that night I prayed to receive Jesus as my personal Savior.

I entered rehab, and the first night I was going through withdrawal. I got down on my knees, tears streaming down my face, and I felt a great sense of peace. I knew I was going to be fine.

Not long after, I moved back in with my family. My son, who was 9 at the time, wrote a paper titled, "The best day ever" – Daddy was home. And I understood that marriage is about commitment, and love isn't so much a feeling as it is a choice.

And the emptiness I had felt – the attempt to fill up the holes in my life with things that were destructive – was replaced with an understanding of the grace, the mercy, the love of God. His love has filled me.

Oh, I still strive to be successful in everything I do. Being a Christian doesn't mean that we don't do our best – in fact Jesus would never want us to do anything half-hearted. But now I have a different motivation. Instead of trying to fill up my own
needs, now I've surrendered my own will, and I do everything as a follower of Jesus.

Being a part-owner of the Yankees is not only great – it's also a privilege and an honor. It has been a dream come true and something that never gets old or tired. After the 1996 American League Championship Series victory over Baltimore, in Camden Yard, I took my wife and children out onto the field. No one else was there, except a couple reporters from ESPN. I remember how incredible it felt. I looked around thinking, "Thank You, God. Thank You."

There is so much I am thankful for. I am thankful for my family, and I'm thankful for being part-owner of the Yankees, but most of all I'm thankful that Jesus died for me and for my sins and being Jewish makes it that much more special. I have the Old Testament traditions in my heart and the Messiah's blood running through me.

Of course, there is one thing I am more thankful for than anything else. I have come to know the love of God in Jesus Christ, and He has filled me with His grace. And while the world may still look at me as a success, the more important thing is that when God looks at me, He sees His child.

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